Wednesday, December 22, 2010

King of Kings

Joy and I were driving out from Kona to visit King's mansion. The car was filled with anticipation as we looked outside the window we saw the unopened crate of furniture from our warehouse in Phoenix. I began to mentally unpack and place the furniture in the rooms.

It was so fun to see the rooms of the "mansion" come to life like toy soldiers appearing to announce Christmas. As a child I loved the sugar plum fairy. The moment the rhythm of the first note I was dancing on tip toes. I was peering in the windows of my mind to see what gift would surely arrive, just like my crate of unopened furniture. Our delight was opening the crate and reminiscing what had crossed the ocean.

We arrived ahead of our crate. That was a good thing as we were fast at work cleaning and preparing the rooms. We were thankful all arrived in time for Thanksgiving. This was a season to GIVE THANKS. We at YWAM were recounting and adding memorial stones to all that the Lord had given us these past 50 years. Somehow the disappointment of unfinished floors faded as we polished the plywood. Our dreams and expectations saw the soon to be beautiful hard wood.
We went about town securing other pieces and even gathering up items from the Cunningham's. We especially loved the old Victrola. This seemed to set the "stage". I could almost hear the reverberating notes of music in the early 1900's.


We had to get the home ready for the guests to arrive. We took the liberty to decorate for Christmas. This was a great disguise for unfinished corners and bathrooms. The splendor of the rooms seemed to strike a note of sugar plums dancing in the air with each added light. The wonder of Christmas is the joy that we bring by allowing our light to shine.
One area of delight was when we had rummaged thru the shed to find old boxes of tarnished silver and an old oak dresser. This would flank the hall. The silver began to gleam with each wipe. We now began to allow the fragrance of Christmas to fill the air. We were preparing to serve even without floors, kitchen or running water. We were like children waiting to get our hands on the cookies. We would serve tea and cookies. Hospitality danced from inside the rooms like our hearts. We had discovered what was buried and unused. We would pour what we had -- LOVE.


As the guests began to come, they shared memories of former days when Youth With a Mission purchased the home in March of 1977 from the Greenwell's. This made it the first outright owned property by YWAM anywhere in the Pacific and Asia. This home would see many students and brides leave the front lanai. Guests talked about the schools they were in remembering the nearly 80 back to back training schools(DTS). It was hard to believe that at one time an estimated 4000 young Christians were trained for missions. We were all a little gray around the edges. Many of the remaining leaders in YWAM toured and traced their roots to a transformational encounter with Jesus in these rooms. We will share a few of the delightful stories in the upcoming posts and tell of all the global ministries that were birthed.

You should have heard the gasps as they turned each corner to see the beautiful finish work. The baseboards were whitely polished showcasing the love and care of the craftsman. Their gleaming eyes told it all. The mansion never looked so good. She was beginning to shine like former days. The Greenwells were considered leaders in the development of West Hawaii. Their hospitality was known throughout. Parties and family gatherings for the coffee plantation owners were the custom. The rooms must have bustled with all the love and excitement that family gatherings bring, not to mention Christmas. We were inside the heart of the home.

We now were grasping how this 1903 Hawaiian plantation-style structure perched on six acres got her name "KINGS MANSION". She truly was gracefully displaying the title in honor of the KING OF KINGS! This was a home of HONOR. It would continue to be a legend.


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Plan B

Have you ever been so excited that all your plans were successfully underway and you are positioned for the next task? This Saturday I was enjoying my morning cup of coffee and realizing I better do a load of wash. Plans were underway to get myself packed and organized. The morning is a peaceful place to plan for the day. I was going to spend some time celebrating the goodness of the LORD as I washed the first load.

I headed to the sunlit patio, bible in hand expectant to see and hear more clearly what else was necessary for the KINGS project. I so wanted to spend time waiting to hear if I had missed anything. Anxious thoughts vanish when GRACE comes in. That is why it is so important to know who is the giver of ALL GRACE. I love to start my day ASKing HIM big. He never fails to give us just enough GRACE for the task at hand.

Shock went thru me, not grace or peace, as I stepped from the kitchen into the family room. There was water running into the room. My emotions were in a flood and so was my floor. So much for the serene quite time. It was the mad dash for the mop and dial to stop the machine. There is more to this machine; it is washing me clean. Patience is still working herself out and JOY is spilling over. It is begining to FLOOD.

I reached for my phone to try and call the gentleman I recently purchased the machine from on Craig's list. I was sure I could get him on an early Saturday morning. Problemo number two, I could not find his number in my new phone. MY PLANS WERE NOT WORKING. I forgot, I purchased a new phone yesterday. This phone I am told will make my life "more efficient". I could not get the new SMART PHONE to find his number. Moments seemed like hours as I scrambled to find a land line and the ad with his number. Was I ever learning how man plans his day but it is only thru the GRACE of GOD that we realize how to let go of our controls. Later I learned that it was an imperfect control dial that fizzeled out. All sensors can go haywire when left untended, it had been unused for 6 months. We really can learn from this and see where are lines are plugged up. This throws the timing and sensors all off. He delivered a better machine to me with more cycles and sensors to go wrong. Blessings do come with unexpected surprises. GRACE had washed frustration and anxiety away.

Next on my "list" was a scheduled pickup at a client's estate. Saturday continued, in spite of 'my timing' being off. I managed to call him before my new phone episode. He assured me not to worry, he would handle it and told me to enjoy my grandson. Then came the unfamiliar ring. Who could be calling? "Mary Ann , this is Eric we are at the gate. Is it the very large home with the lake inside"? "Yes", I respond what is the problem? He goes on to say that the gentleman is not answering his call. I immediately wonder if he got a new smart phone and cannot answer it? Should I dare try voicemail? Not sure how to text... The efficient plans I had scheduled this day were drawing to an end. Like the phone I did not know how to make them work!

Alas my bundle of joy arrived. Max was here. My plans would now be just as expected. WONDERFUL INDEED. I opened my computer before reaching for Max. Oops! No this could not be so. The crate had NOT departed safely and was NOT securely inroute sailing the ocean blue. They changed the PLAN. This news was unexpected. It did not suit my plan. The plan was efficiently executed on my end. Was God speaking louder? It was begining to FLOOD. Grace got reintroduced. She came at just the right time. Suddenly Plan B came into my space suggesting that perhaps Gods' timing will work it all to our good.

So many times as a designer I had thrown myself at the mercies of the Heavenly Father and He always worked His PLAN to my good. The projects usually turned out better. He came thru. This reminded me how in the midst of this KINGS project, anxious thoughts flew in. I love the way He teaches me His truths. A bird flew in the same patio that I never got to sit with Him this Saturday morning. "You are better than a bird" just like the Bible says in Matt6:20 became music to my ears!

I am now setting sail to rely on His Plan and will B at PEACE! Mahalo!

Thursday, October 28, 2010

wrapped up



DO YOU FEEL LIKE LIFE IS UPSIDE DOWN? Do you seem to be jammed and wrapped so tightly that you wonder how will you get out? All life's problems and major decisions can be adjusted making room for one more thing: remembering all the wonderful days that life has packaged.
Looking at this crate, I remember purchasing the nailhead sofa for an estate high on a hill, reminicent of TUSCANY. The chairs flanked the massive carved stone fireplace. Embers burn, reflecting a time to recount history. Blessings are to be recounted rekindling pleasant memories. Now the joy of unpacking- they will grace the KINGS MANSION. Will future generations enjoy the view? Will the leaders that sit in these chairs dream of future generations bursting with dreams for a brighter future.
One of my favorite verses in Psalms is to DELIGHT yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart. Sometime it takes the tight corners we get ourselves into to make us stop and remember that He always gets us out of the TIGHT SPOTS. We can recount the times when we wondered how everything would work out or even FIT in our PLAN. He always found enough ROOM to rearrange us and make everything work out for our good. The beauty of a matter is we often do not see the JOY in it until it arrives safely and is perfectly placed.
This crate will sail the "ocean blue" to HAWAII. All the unanswered design decisions will wait. The memories will unpack as the forklift drops the crate at the designated location and the items come to life in another ROOM. These will be rooms of NEW VISON. People sitting on the furniture will see and remember the TIGHT SPOTS they have traveled to get where they are now. So often in life we never sit long enough to enjoy the view. We are always in such a hurry to move to the next location.
My heart is that the rugs and furniture, as small as it may be, will create memories that will last a life time. The floors may not be in or the pillows completed, but somewhere in the sea that separates us from pressing decisions and the listening ear to hear the gentle voice saying "you can make it". Joy will dance inside as we know we have done all we can do and it is now left to the LORDs design. ALOHA!

Friday, October 8, 2010

ROOMS of Vision



Everything starts with a dream. You perish if you do not have a vision for your dream. On January 25, 2010, I awoke from a dream: “a large Victorian home with several stories. I was getting the bride ready in her dress. Preparation was key to the event.”

Two years prior my husband Rich had a dream that we were preparing a large white house in Hawaii for visiting dignitaries, sort of as caretakers of the property.

In April 2010 I got a call from Darlene Cunningham, co-founder with her husband and founder Loren, of Youth With A Mission. She wanted me, an interior designer, to help furnish “King’s Mansion”. This is a property owned by YWAM near Kona on the Big Island of Hawaii. I enthusiastically began visualizing the project. Working on something BIGGER than you presents challenges that only an INFINTE GOD can COMPLETE. I went to Kona in July, 2010 to review the scope of the project. When Rich saw King’s Mansion he knew immediately that this was the house in his dream. We had both been to Kona many times since our Crossroad DTS in 1985. This latest visit strengthened our vision.

During that visit Loren was giving a tour of the Mansion to a group of leaders from around the world. He turned to Cindy & Tom, who are currently on the property and key to the renovation. He asked Cindy to share the dream she had while a SOE student at YWAM on another Hawaiian Island in 1973. “This is the house I saw in the small group as we were praying for direction for YWAM in the Hawaiian islands”.

Let her words continue to give VISION. “Jill Dawson (now Jill Bills) saw a large white house on a hill with a veranda and green shutters. As she spoke this out, I had, as it were, a vivid picture of this house--even where it was located on the island. Of course none of us had ever been in Kona before.

Several years went by and Tom and I were in Kona for the first time. Loren picked us up from the airport and took us to the new property that YWAM had gotten not too long before. It was King's Mansion we saw that day in prayer. Exactly!” she exclaimed.

This property was purchased in 1977 from the old Greenwell Estate a home steeped in history dating to 1903. Shortly thereafter John Dawson, Jill’s brother and now President of YWAM, started sharing about the Mansion being a place of prayer as well as a gathering place for leaders. Confirming how key leaders with a heart for prayer that bring forth VISON would be coming together, he had recently met with Lou Engle and Mike Bickle on the property. This will be a special place, a place to CATCH DREAMS.

Loren Cunningham along with Bill Bright founder of Campus Crusade for Christ both got the vision for the 7 spheres of society in 1975. In this they knew YWAM was to be an “influencer” to every arena in life. Loren’s vision and insight has caused the YWAM organization to be a leader in missions with over 1300 world wide locations. The Manison will be such a place where leaders can mingle from all the spheres of society. (read vision following)

He shared with us a progressive principle that “ prayer leads to ideas, ideas to vision, vision to events, events to communities and individual impartation.” The vision of his life has come from this progression. See the following vision for KINGS MANSION and look at their web site for more information of the history for past 50 years.

I now know why there was so much preparation in my dream. I want to make this the most beautiful place to get the “BRIDE READY”. I remember preparing and serving lots of food to the guests. Will you be ready to come to the wedding? Your place is set. Dreams do come true. We will complete and furnish all the rooms that really matter in life. DREAM BIG.



KING’S MANSION

YWAM Kealakekua, Hawaii

The vision for King’s Mansion is to serve as a gathering place for global leaders to relate and network around kingdom purposes in an environment of scriptural enrichment and spiritual renewal.

These leaders will be convened at King’s Mansion in Kealakekua, Hawaii according to categories that influence society, such as church and mission, government, business (including science & technology), education, media, etc. King’s may host an event focused on one sphere at a time, or bring together a mixture of spheres for catalytic networking and multi-generational purposes. Though Youth With A Mission will serve as the host for these gatherings, the events will be multi-organizational, drawing individuals from a broad cross-section of Christendom and society.

King’s will also be a place committed to fast-track young leaders, providing a context where the young mix, mingle and discuss together with experienced, mature leaders in the various spheres of society, allowing for impartation and multiplication.

Kings will serve as a gathering place for senior YWAM leadership teams as well—a place to fellowship, pray and strategize around future initiatives.

The Heritage Center at King’s Mansion will house displays, photographs and artifacts of key significance to YWAM’s history, values and vision—the DNA of this missions movement. Resident and visiting researchers and writers will use King’s to connect the past with the future.

All of the gatherings and events outlined above will provide the opportunity to offer internships for those called to roles in hospitality, operations and administration. These six-month and one-year internships will equip people to multiply these practical ministries. The internships will be overlapped to provide in-house continuity for the running of King’s Mansion.


YOUTH WITH A MISSION / UNIVERSITY OF THE NATIONS

Youth With A Mission (YWAM) is an ever-expanding global "family of ministries" born in 1960 which has reached into every nation. The work of YWAM encompasses evangelism, training and mercy ministries and is manned by nearly 20,000 full-time staff from more than 200 nationalities and a wide variety of denominations who serve at more than 1,300 ministry sites in 177 nations. More than four million students, short-term volunteers, part-time and full-time staff have served with YWAM since its inception.

The University of the Nations (UofN), is YWAM's global university. Since its inception in 1978, the UofN has grown

to offer more than 800 different kinds of courses and seminars (some of which are offered in 95 languages), held at more than 520 locations in more than 140 countries. Hundreds of thousands of students are registered within the global UofN system who have taken at least a Discipleship Training School (DTS), the entry course and pre-requisite for all other UofN courses and/or for becoming YWAM staff.

Anyone who has completed a DTS is qualified for "continued education" in UofN courses

anywhere they are offered worldwide, for the rest of his/her life. With appropriate course

credits he/she will receive UofN degrees through Masters level, when qualified. But more

importantly, he/she will be better equipped to serve the Lord in the role He has given

him/her to glorify Jesus and transform nations. For more information and course registration,

contact us at www.uofnkona.edu

Loren Cunningham

Founder, Youth With A Mission / President, University of the Nations

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STEP INTO YOUR DREAMS


STEP INTO YOUR DREAMS

There is JOY when we know our life takes on new meaning. We have just gone thru the celebration of GREAT JOY, Sukokot in the HEBREW calendar. In Israel it is a time to share meals and vision with family members in the Sukkah. ( related posts 0ct 3-6-09) To me it is such a special time to make ROOM for my KING. I love to hear what is on HIS heart.

I have always invited my LORD into my dreams for interior design projects. Working on a NEW design often causes sleep deprivation. Furniture becomes my “sheep” as I struggle for sleep. New ideas swirl. VISION dances before my eyes. Surely vibrant color will capture the eye!

This year the Sukot celebration reminded me of RENEWED VISION and purpose. As the closed warehouse chapter in my life came to a conclusion, I turn the pages in my dream journal. They are coming into FULL VIEW.

May I open my dreams to you.

I am SO GLAD my REDEEMER LIVES. He never lets me MISS OUT! All the years of designing MANSIONS for others has finally brought me into the room with HIS VIEW. If I can say one thing to you “HOLD ON TO YOUR DREAM. IF IT IS DELAYED, WAIT, IT WILL COME INTO FULL VIEW”.


Saturday, September 4, 2010

Awesome triple inspiring year ahead!




Love to look into the Hebrew year as it approaches and read what others are saying we can expect. One Jewish scholar said this will be a year where 771 is the multiple of 3! I have been seeing and saying 333 for months. The bible verse Jer. 33:3 leaps. It's actually been seen so many times, often written on people's heart. One time I met a girl from Japan while hiking the vortex in Sedona who I was able to share G-d's love. Let me share how this happened. I realized her hesitation to talk with a stranger. I even wrote about this G-d collide in a previous blog. We chatted before I asked her a question that changed her life. I saw so clearly the numbers 333 over her heart. I asked if this means anything to you? It was her exact age, 33 and ,wow, the thrill on her face to know that someone loved her. So fun to know I was on track with my running shoes laced. I am so ready to start afresh and finish strong. Anticipation sets in as we prepare to see what awesome and awe inspiring triple blessings are on our hike. I know I am going to be like the deer that pants for water in Ps42 awaiting the Messiah's return! I am so thirsty for a drink of the fresh water.
Summer is still upon us in arid Arizona. The last 2 days of August we knew we must clear our warehouse. We entered the racks of furniture spilling with plants and accessories. We sensed urgency and cleared, moved, and gave so much to wonderful people in need. We are in the PEACE PROCESS. We will make way for change.
Wow the meaning of PROCESS, to get things moving! We certainly have begun and like the Mideast talks often it is the PROCESS that seems to get in the way of PEACE. We are learning that when we hear "do it now," we will! The accumulation of 8 years in the staging business had caused our barn to burst. We found a verse in Proverbs 24:27 that week that stirred us to the timing of NOW. It said that do not build barns before there are fields. The scorching recession had withered our crop, our field was no more. This brought back to memory how we started with a simple word TRUST. We had no furniture, no barn but a very fertile field. So we planted and watered and built a barn in fact 3 of them! A sense of sadness emerged mixed with glee as we are letting go. We are now free to plant in a different field. Now we're going to walk in a new field of FAITH. I know we will have triple blessings. I got so excited with that word because I always listen up when the 3 thing occurs. I know it is time to move. READY, SET, GO...
I have been documenting my dreams over the years and I know this will be an inspiring year. What I see will come alive. They will no longer be scribbles in my journal. The business of INTERIORS is bursting inside. You will see the MINISTRY OF THE INTERIOR EXPLODE. Mark it this will be a year when DIVINE AID is in everything I do! New avenues of creativity will SPRING forth as I lay down the thought PROCESS with the "how will I" achieve them. THE AWESOME G-D that lives inside me will make a way. His AWE-INSPIRING ways will direct. I wish for you an awesome triple blessing ROSH HASHANAH!



Sunday, June 27, 2010

RACE FOR FREEDOM


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utube.com/watch_popup?v=ZprVPKi-W6s


I AM ISRAEL.





Sometimes we listen to others without SEEING for ourself. A False sense of reality is SHAPED and takes form, leaving us without BALANCE. My children could not learn to ride a bike unless they held onto the bars. We are all looking at people trying to ride bumpy trails. Mountain bilking in the desert is often treacherous, even for the EXPERIENCED.


We love to live the lives of others. The danger on the road is that we are not adapted to the terrain. We have no concept for the climb and rugged trail. We always give advice when we are not on the road. Designers know this better than most professionals. We have learned to balance OTHERS opinions and keep peddling.


Others wonder WHY CARE ABOUT THIS TINY PIECE OF REAL ESTATE - ISRAEL? Mary Ann you have so much to do, why bother? This clip put NEW TREAD on the MOUNTAIN BIKE! Amazing when family and friends question. Focus and determine to keep moving forward against all odds. We in AMERICA seem to be riding down a different bike path.


All focus this weekend in WASHINGTON is dividing the trail. We used to ride together. Now we seem to manage to push the OTHER off. Cycling used to be a sport we enjoyed together. Israel and America in the past even shared bikes. We were known to ride TANDUM. Now we are not on the same BIKE.


Don't you remember trying to ride together and the other was not balancing correctly? This called for a crash. We are tipping our points with ISRAEL and leaning on the wrong side. We are not even holding on to the handle bars correctly.


America - regain BALANCE . RIDE in the RACE for FREEDOM. LET go of WORLD VIEWS regarding ISRAEL. Look at what our FOUNDING FATHERS saw in the Bible,"he who BLESSES ISRAEL will be blessed". It would do us all well to experience the TRUTH THAT WILL ALLOW FREEDOM TO REIGN. G-d has a plan. He wants us to RIDE again with HIM. PRAYER WILL CHANGE A NATION.


May we BELIEVE TO SEE that we will be riding with HIM.








Monday, June 7, 2010

SEA SAW



Smooth sailing cannot happen in any one's life without integrity. We have to have accurate facts. We must honestly discern "DANGER AHEAD". I know as a designer I cannot be swayed by pressure to make decisions. It is so important that we not "listen" to popular opinion. What really is at sake? The NATIONS are in an UPROAR. The waters are troubled and boats with passengers spewing HATE. So similar to the OIL SPILL. It KILLS everything it touches. We all want to advise.


It is so easy to make DECISIONS when we don't have to live with them ! It is like purchasing a sofa that your friend suggests. She is swayed by her tastes. She however, has no children and dogs. Her recommendation is a pale silk. You cave into pressure and "suggestion of the trends". She only visits your sofa. You live with it .


We need to remember to listen closely. The media loves to appeal to emotions. The power of persuasion helps influence decisions. How are the words conveying truth? What sea are we seeing? Truth will triumph over evil and a voice will be raised. The book of Psalms shouts loudly that we need to BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS G-D. We are not sailing in the TROUBLED WATERS. We need to listen and PRAY. We will SEE what the ALMIGHTY will DO. HE WILL BE HONORED IN THE NATIONS!


There are so many articles on the FLOTILLA. I picked this one as another view. Everyone is QUICK to JUDGE and offer ADVISE. We never seem to weigh the facts and the "wear and tear" of our decisions. Words like purchases are costly. We often cannot take them back. Choose what you say wisely. There may be a NO RETURN POLICY! Make sure you are sailing in the SAME SEA, not the one you thought you SAW.


Sunday, May 16, 2010

A PLACE WITHIN HER WALLS

Rejoice on Jerusalem Day



It should be a day in which we pledge that the city must never be divided.

Jerusalem, referred to over 600 times in the Bible, has represented the cornerstone of our Jewish identity for more than three millennia since it became the capital of King David’s Israelite monarchy. It remained at the core of our spiritual longings following the second dispersion when for 2,000 years our forefathers faced Jerusalem in their daily prayers, yearning for a return to their ancestral homeland. Moreover, even throughout their exile, Jews retained a significant presence in their Holy City and since the 1840s have constituted the largest group inhabiting the city.



































This article made me start to think about the place called Jerusalem. Why is everyone fighting over this little SPACE of REAL ESTATE? How does this PLACE I love apply to me?
The place designated for the resting spot of G-d should be reviewed. The writer of the article went into great depth to describe the city and its emerging history. Jerusalem has long been the place designated to be the CITY of our G-d. What is this city really like? Let's take an INTERIOR VIEW. Pretend it is not so much a location but an interior state or SPACE.
The war in all of us is how to find the RESTING PLACE, A PLACE WHERE HIS PRESENCE DWELLS. To me, having done a study on the names of G-d in the Hebrew, Jehovah Shammah resonated. This name implies " JEHOVAH is there." Listen to what the BIBLE has to say about such a city: "...and the name of the city from that day shall be, the LORD is there" (Ezekiel 48:35)
It is understood that the LORD will be with His people in this PLACE. The prophet Ezekiel went on to say that "the presence of the LORD will be there." He spoke while the people were in captivity in Babylon because the people were in gross sin. The situation was rather grim. They wanted out of the PHYSICAL PLACE they were residing. Sound familiar?
He went on to describe a new place, and temple.
As a designer I understand room frustrations. New places and plans are put on the paper of our minds. We all dislike where we are at times and wonder how can we escape. Imagination and strength are drained. How do I feel settled when everything around me is shaken? I am in a strange new place. I must find HIM in this place. He is my RESTING PLACE. HE IS THERE.
Just like the Israelites of old that were shaken in the strange land, they threw in the towel so to speak. They laid down their HARPS. This was their VOICE of TRIUMPH.
This was said so well in Psalm 137:5,6. A true love for beloved JERUSALEM was heard. They were voicing where they wanted to BE. Joy was drained.
"If I forget thee, O Jerusalem,let my right hand forget her cunning. If I do not remember thee, let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth; if I prefer not Jerusalem above my chief JOY."
I believe Jerusalem's voice today is being heard. I also know JEHOVAH'S pledge of HIS PRESENCE. He will remain. He is not going to leave HIS PEOPLE. They have in 62 year's truly risen like the Phoenix out of the ashes. This city is important to the Jewish people. My hope is that they will discover the PLACE WITHIN HER WALLS WHERE HE IS. FRIEND SHIP and INTIMACY.
We must remind ourselves to not throw down "our harps." May we echo a voice of triumph and refrain not our prayers in rejoicing for the CITY OF OUR GREAT KING!
As we enter into a new season after the COUNTING OF THE OMER let us reflect on what has been given to us. May this Shavuot be a time of EXPECTANCY. May we believe change is on the way.
Just like in a room renovation let's put the whole process in perspective. Take time.
We are all so obsessed with having the perfect house and dwelling. The PLACE is not as essential as who occupies the SPACE. Will my family and guests feel welcome.
I am in the midst of repainting my family room now. A brighter hue on the walls will lift the drab dated tone. I am looking for that perfect solution to make my room brighter. Paint alone cannot make my space come alive.
When I hear His gentle whisper I light up. He talked to Adam in the cool of the night, just walking in the garden. They were hanging out! Be expectant that He wants to just "hang out" with you. I have to make my room HIS space.
He always feels welcome to come into my family room when I move over on the sofa. Lot's of time I have to stop what I am doing . Move the junk on the floor so He can sit awhile . The closer He is to me the easier to hear HIS VOICE. I love it when HE IS THERE next to me.
I anticipate that this has helped you find your place within her walls. This is my view on JEHOVAH SHAMMAH and the parallel to Jerusalem. A cozy spot in my family room where HE IS. HE BECOMES like FRESH PAINT IN MY ROOM. He walls me in with HIS BRIGHTNESS.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Israel you are not Alone

Having just returned from a month in Israel and seeing the "circus" our State Department wants Israel to jump thru, it is refreshing to hear a LEADER THAT LEADS! Please read the entire speech that follows. My eyes have been opened to the facts. I am going to work in every effort to help build Zion.
You will be hearing how you can get involved and support Israel. There are so many opportunities to invest in this country, both spiritually and financially. With every visit new wonder is displayed about the TIMES. It is the TIME to jump in and be hands and hearts extended to a country that Biblically is the clock for all TIME!
Part of this trip was to attend a CUFI Jerusalem Summit, ironically Bidden was in town. We made a statement. We as Christian Zionists, are a lobbying group much like AIPAC. Our support was so warmly received from shop owners who ran out of their stores to THANK US FOR STANDING! We all knew we were sent FOR SUCH A TIME AS THIS! The feast of Purim had just ended, we were marching in one accord chanting, "Israel you are NOT ALONE"...
The Prime Minister addressed our group with a shorter version of this excellent address below. Please enjoy reading, praying and getting involved!



Netanyahu's AIPAC Speech in Washington Receives Standing Ovation
Teresa Neumann (Mar 24, 2010)

"The connection between the Jewish people and the Land of Israel cannot be denied. The connection between the Jewish people and Jerusalem cannot be denied. The Jewish people were building Jerusalem 3,000 years ago and the Jewish people are building Jerusalem today. Jerusalem is not a settlement. It's our capital."

(Washington, D.C.)—A March 23 report in Haaretz describes the highly charged difference of opinions addressed in Washington when Israel's Prime Minister Binyamin Netanyahu met with Secretary of Defense Hillary Rodham Clinton. In contrast, however, at the same time, the Prime Minister received an overwhelming voice of support and a standing ovation from nearly 8,000 attendants after delivering a powerful speech at the American Israel Public Affairs Committee (AIPAC).

The Prime Minister reportedly spoke several hours after Secretary Clinton charged that Israel's building in parts of Jerusalem that the United States does not recognize as being under Israeli sovereignty "undermines" U.S. policy.

Noted the report in Haaretz, when Netanyahu spoke, he "pointed out that Israel has made constant to the concessions to the United States and Palestinian Authority but drew the red line at Jerusalem, reasoning that building houses for Jews in all of united Jerusalem in no way precludes the possibility of a two-state solution. More than half of the American Congressmen were among the more than 7,000 people listening to the speech at the annual conference of the pro-Israel lobby group in Washington. The speech was delayed in order to allow people to enter the packed convention hall." (Photo: Haaretz)

The following are excerpts from Prime Minister Netanyahu's speech:

"As the world faces monumental challenges, I know that America and Israel will face them together. We stand together because we are fired by the same ideals and inspired by the same dreams—the dreams of achieving prosperity, security and peace for all. Now, this dream seemed an impossibility to most Jews a century ago.

"This month, my father celebrated his one-hundredth birthday. That's not his only achievement, but when he was born, the Czars ruled Russia, the British Empire spanned the globe and the Ottoman Empire ruled the Middle East. During his lifetime, all three of these empires fell. Others rose and fell, and the Jewish destiny, the pendulum of Jewish faith, swung from despair to a new hope and a new beginning—the rebirth of the Jewish state.

"See, for the first time in two thousand years, a sovereign Jewish people could defend itself against attack. And before that—understand what transformation this was—before that, in our dispersion, we were powerless, absolutely powerless to defend ourselves against an unremitting barrage of savagery from the bloodletting in the Middle Ages, to the expulsion of the Jews from England, and then from Spain and then from Portugal, to the wholesale slaughter of Jews in the Ukraine, to the pogroms in Russia, culminating in the greatest horror of all—the Holocaust.

"The founding of Israel didn't stop the attack on the Jews. But it merely—well it's more than merely—it gave the Jews the power to defend themselves against those attacks.

"I want to tell you about the day when I realized what this transformation was. It was the day I met Shlomit Vilmosh over forty years ago. I was nineteen years old. I served with her son, with Shlomit's son, Haim, in the same elite military unit. And one dark night during a battle in 1969, Haim was killed in a burst of gunfire. At his funeral, in a kibbutz in the Galilee, I learned something. I discovered that Haim had been born shortly after his mother and father had been freed from the death camps of Europe. If Haim had been born two years earlier, this daring young Israeli officer would have been tossed into the ovens like a million and a half other Jewish children. Haim's mother Shlomit told me that though she was in great anguish, she was proud. At least, she told me—and this is something I'll never forget as long as I live—at least she said, my son fell wearing the uniform of a Jewish soldier defending the Jewish state.

"And time and again Israel's soldiers were forced to repel the attacks of much larger enemies committed to our destruction. Yet when Egypt and Jordan realized that we could not be defeated in battle, they embraced the path of peace and we value the peace treaties we've achieved with both countries. Yet there are those who continue the assault against the Jewish state; there are those who openly call for our destruction. They seek to achieve this goal through terrorism, missile attacks and most recently by developing atomic weapons.

"It's instructive that the ingathering of the Jews to Israel doesn't deter them. In fact, it whets their appetite. Iran's rulers say "Israel is a one bomb country." The head of Hezbollah says: "If all the Jews gather in Israel, it will save us the trouble of going after them worldwide."

"My friends, these are unpleasant facts, but they are the facts. The greatest threat to any living organism, to any nation, is not to recognize danger in time—not to recognize the facts.

"Seventy-five years ago, many leaders around the world put their heads in the sand. Untold millions died in the war that followed. Ultimately, two of history's greatest leaders helped turn the tide. Franklin Delano Roosevelt and Winston Churchill helped save the world. Indeed they deserve every applause. They helped save the world, but they were too late to save six million of my own people, the Jewish people. The future of the Jewish state can never depend on the goodwill of even the greatest of men. Israel must always reserve the right to defend itself.

"Today, an unprecedented threat to humanity looms large. A radical Iranian regime armed with nuclear weapons could bring an end to the era of nuclear peace that the world has enjoyed for the last 65 years. Such a regime could provide nuclear weapons to terrorists. It might even be tempted to use them and our world would never be the same. Iran's brazen bid to develop nuclear weapons is certainly first and foremost a threat to my country, to Israel, but it's a threat to the entire region; it's a threat to the entire world. Israel thus expects the international community to act swiftly and to act decisively to thwart this danger. But we always reserve the right of self-defense.

"...I want to be clear. This doesn't mean that Israel is above criticism. Of course not. Israel, like any democracy, has its imperfections but we strive to correct them through open debate and through scrutiny. Israel has independent courts, the rule of law, a free press and a vigorous parliamentary debate. Believe me, it's very vigorous. Well you've just gone through a week of healthcare voting. In Israel, every week is healthcare week. It doesn't stop.

"I know that in this city, members of Congress refer to one another as my distinguished colleague from Wisconsin, the distinguished Senator from California. In Israel, members of Knesset don't speak of their distinguished colleagues from Be'er Sheva or Kiryat Shmona. Because in Israel, self-criticism is a way of life, and we also accept that criticism is part and parcel of the conduct of international affairs. But Israel should be judged by the same standards applied to all nations and to other democracies. Sometimes I think there's a triple standard: one standard for the dictatorships, a second standard for the democracies and a third standard is the standard for Israel. We should be judged by one standard and allegations made against the State of Israel must be grounded in facts. One allegation that is not grounded in fact is the attempt to describe the Jews as foreign colonialists in their own homeland. This is one of the great lies of modern times.

"In my office, I have a signet ring that was loaned to me by Israel's Department of Antiquities This ring was found next to the Western wall, but it dates back 2,800 years ago, two hundred years after King David declared Jerusalem as our people's capital. This ring is a seal of a Jewish official, and his name is inscribed on it in Hebrew. The name is: Netanyahu. Netanyahu Ben-Yoash. That's my last name. My first name, Benjamin, dates back 1,000 years earlier to Benjamin, the son of Jacob. One of Benjamin's brothers was named Shimon, which also happens to be the first name of my good friend, Shimon Peres, the President of Israel. Nearly 4,000 years ago, Benjamin, Shimon and their ten brothers roamed the hills of Judea.

"Ladies and Gentlemen. The connection between the Jewish people and the Land of Israel cannot be denied. The connection between the Jewish people and Jerusalem cannot be denied. The Jewish people were building Jerusalem 3,000 years ago and the Jewish people are building Jerusalem today. Jerusalem is not a settlement. It's our capital...

"Our soldiers and your soldiers fight against fanatic enemies that loathe our common values. In the eyes of these fanatics, we are you and you are us. To them, the only difference is that you are big and we are small. You see, you are the "great satan" and we are the "small satan." There's an important point here. This fanaticism's hatred of Western civilization predates the establishment of modern Israel by a thousand years. Militant Islam does not hate the West because of Israel. It hates Israel because of the West—because it sees Israel as an outpost of freedom and democracy that prevents them from overrunning the Middle East. That is why when Israel stands against its enemies—it stands against America's enemies."

You may read this speech in its entirety by clicking on the source link provided.

Thursday, February 4, 2010







This is the LOVE month.  I was born on Valentines Day, so it has always had special meaning.    As a little girl the thrill of cutting out paper hearts and attaching lace dollies to put in the mail made me wait with anticipation for a response.  Isn’t that like us. We are always waiting for someone to respond.  That somehow answers our heart that says "love me", "notice me", "look at me" and "understand my unmet need."

 Many boyfriends and broken hearts later,  Valentines Day took on new meaning.  It becomes a lonely day with out a special guy to say "Be MINE".  Marriage and valentines came, and  I began the struggle over "be mine".    There were years I was ready to say "be yours". Remember I am in the business of trading spaces and furniture, my heart had to be tenderized to see "me". Amazing how we always think it is "him or them".   

 How is a woman to forgive her husband when he jam's birthday into Valentines Day in one card?  I have tried over 25 years to express that these are 2 separate occasions.  I have decided now that we do not celebrate birthdays anymore we will just celebrate LIFE!

Like working out struggles we have with a friend, particularly our spouse, when we want to say this will not work.  I am not going to bend on this issue and  we want to pack up and leave, we learn to rearrange our thinking to engage in their thoughts and the things that make their space more comfortable.  Sometime we have to say “I am sorry for the way I held this against you.  I will make it work".   Letting go and letting G-D has always helped.

Just read an article today.   So true for the love month.  Read it at bottom.  Great wisdom. When we can communicate our feelings and pray about the outcome, we discover the possibilities that our life has.  We have each other.  It is just like the rooms of furniture and all the changes to “our plans” that take place.  When we believe in love and the commitment we have vowed, the moving of furniture from the past isn’t so hard.   Our unmet expectations change but our commitment to each other changes not.  Our love is the “glue stick” that holds us together.   

This Valentines  do not let your heart be broken .  Look at ways to redesign your space.  I am putting my expectations in things that are lasting. I am not hoping in  romantic surprises. I will admit though that I love them when they come and they show up just in time.

I now have learned to place my hope in things that are lasting and not let the build up of unmet expectations disappoint me.   The LOVE I have found never leaves me feeling shortchanged.

This year I am traveling to Israel for a month to fulfill a dream with purpose.  I am setting my heart to be a blessing to women who have lost hope thru tragedy and loss.  I have  a husband who loves me even though he sometimes does not give me the unspoken dreams of my heart.  He is my VALENTINE.



Scientific Study Finds Prayer Sparks Forgiveness
News Release (February 4, 2010)

"The scientists defined forgiveness as the diminishing of the initial negative feelings that arise when you've been wronged. Their results showed that those who had prayed for their partner harbored fewer vengeful thoughts and emotions: They were more ready to forgive and move on."

The following is a news release from American Psychological Science News(APS):

We have all been guilty of a transgression at one time or another. That's because we're not perfect. We all commit hurtful acts, violate trust, and hope for forgiveness.

PrayerThat's simply a fact, and here's another one: Nine out of 10 Americans say that they pray—at least on occasion. Florida State University psychologist Nathaniel Lambert put these two facts together and came up with an idea: Why not take all that prayer and direct it at the people who have wronged us? Is it possible that directed prayer might spark forgiveness in those doing the praying—and in the process preserve relationships?(Photo by: Adrian van Leen)

Lambert and his colleagues decided to test this scientifically in two experiments appearing in Psychological Science, a journal of the Association for Psychological Science. In the first, they had a group of men and women pray one single prayer for their romantic partner's well being. Others—the experimental controls—they simply described their partner, speaking into a tape recorder.

Then they measured forgiveness. The scientists defined forgiveness as the diminishing of the initial negative feelings that arise when you've been wronged. Their results showed that those who had prayed for their partner harbored fewer vengeful thoughts and emotions: They were more ready to forgive and move on.

If one single prayer can cause such a striking difference in feelings, then what could prayer over a period of time do for a relationship? In a second study, the researchers had a group of men and women pray for a close friend every day for four weeks. Others simply reflected on the relationship, thinking positive thoughts but not praying for their friend's well-being. They also added another dimension. They used a scale to measure selfless concern for others—not any particular person but other people generally. They speculated that prayer would increase selfless concern, which in turn would boost forgiveness.

And that's just what they found. But why? How does this common spiritual practice exert its healing effects? The psychological scientists have an idea: Most of the time, couples profess and believe in shared goals, but when they hit a rough patch, they often switch to adversarial goals like retribution and resentment. These adversarial goals shift cognitive focus to the self, and it can be tough to shake that self-focus. Prayer appears to shift attention from the self back to others, which allows the resentments to fade.